I have lots of energy when I am slim

Gaining so much weight is like a bag or a pouch with full of stuff that it feels like I am about to burst into pieces. But since my skin is the most elastic thing in the world, it will just expand and expand every time I will over eat. And so, I am so tired with these extra fats that I gained. Starting today, I will be mindful with everything that I will eat and drink. I also need to be back with my fasting so as to attain my below 100lbs once again coz it’s been more than 10 years already since I had that weight. I miss carrying my slim body. I have lots of freedom and I have lots of energy when I am slim.